2023 BDG Media, Inc. All rights reserved. It was so old, in fact, that it was really an unstuffed animal; so old that even back then, with the little boy's brain still nice and fresh, he had no memory of it as "Young Rabbit," or even "Rabbit"; so old that Old Rabbit was barely a rabbit at all but rather a greasy hunk of skin without eyes and ears, with a single red stitch where its tongue used to be. In the film, Lloyd is searching for something, anything to unveil about Rogers' true character (the closest he gets is a discussion about his relationship with . It is Vogeland, by extension, uswho grows as a result. The place was drab and dim, with the smell of stalled air and a stain of daguerreotype sunlight on its closed, slatted blinds, and Mister Rogers looked so at home in its gloomy familiarity that I thought he was going to fall back asleep when suddenly the phone rang, startling him. I mean, one of the great surprises of my life is doing this. By Rachel E. Greenspan. "Bunny Wunny," she says. Once upon a time, there was a boy who didn't like himself very much. "Thanks, my dear," he said to me, then turned back to Deb. It was the first time I had read the story in a really long time. and turned the clattering train into a single soft, runaway choir. What is yours named?". And so it was that the puppets he employed on The Children's Corner would be the puppets he employed forty-four years later, and so it was that once he took off his jacket and his shoeswell, he was Mister Rogers for good. His name was Fred Rogers. Where is Fred?" And I called Joanne [Rogers] after that and said, What do you think about that? And she was like, You know, Fred would never represent that. That seems so obvious, but I think to a lot of people its not obvious because I think that the temptation of being able to think that yelling at somebody on the street, youre somehow striking a blow. He didn't have an umbrella, and he couldn't find a taxi, either, so he ducked with a friend into the subway and got on one of the trains. For example, much of Mister Rogers' investment in Lloyd rests upon his tumultuous relationship with his father (Chris Cooper). Every product was carefully curated by an Esquire editor. ESQ: Another interesting thing in your piece is how you talk about how theres still a hunger for spreading goodness in the world. But then Esquire, for a special edition on "heroes," asks Lloyd to write a profile piece on Fred "Mister Rogers" Rogers. "Oh, Mister Rogers, would you please just hug me?" You would think it would be easy by now, being Mister Rogers; you would think that one morning he would wake up and think, Okay, all I have to do is be nice for my allotted half hour today, and then I'll just take the rest of the day off.But no, Mister Rogers is a stubborn man, and so on the day I ask about the color of his sky, he has already gotten up at five-thirty, already prayed for those who have asked for his prayers, already read, already written, already swum, already weighed himself, already sent out cards for the birthdays he never forgets, already called any number of people who depend on him for comfort, already cried when he read the letter of a mother whose child was buried with a picture of Mister Rogers in his casket, already played for twenty minutes with an autistic boy who has come, with his father, all the way from Boise, Idaho, to meet him. And my essay from 1998 is the intro for that. On his computer, the boy answered yes, of course, he would do anything for Mister Rogers, so then Mister Rogers said, "I would like you to pray for me. The blue walls are the ends of the daylit universe he has made, and yet Mister Rogers can't see themor at least can't know thembecause he was born blind to color. While Junod wrote that he learned the concepts of forgiveness and . Maybe it was something he needed to hear. The ophthalmologists did not want to scare children, so they asked Mister Rogers for help, and Mister Rogers agreed to write a chapter for a book the ophthalmologists were putting togethera chapter about what other ophthalmologists could do to calm the children who came to their offices. February 14, 2014. You may be able to find the same content in another format, or you may be able to find more information, at their web site. There was an energy to him, however, a fearlessness, an unashamed insistence on intimacy, and though I tried to ask him questions about himself, he always turned the questions back on me, and when I finally got him to talk about the puppets that were the comfort of his lonely boyhood, he looked at me, his gray-blue eyes at once mild and steady, and asked, "What about you, Tom? Three died, and they were still children, almost. ESQ: So its like we dont knowwith the popular mediums we have nowhow to show kindness or come up to each other. Koko weighed 280 pounds because she is a gorilla, and Mister Rogers weighed 143 pounds because he has weighed 143 pounds as long as he has been Mister Rogers, because once upon a time, around thirty-one years ago, Mister Rogers stepped on a scale, and the scale told him that Mister Rogers weighs 143 pounds. So far, its worked pretty well. He woke up in the morning and prayed, and wrote, and prayed for people. Most famous architects are famous for creating big famous buildings, but Maya Lin is more famous for creating big fancy things for people to look at, and in fact, when Mister Rogers had gone to her studio the day before, he looked at the pictures she had drawn of the clock that is now on the ceiling of a place in New York called Penn Station. The first time I met Mister Rogers, he told me a story of how deeply his simple gestures had been felt, and received. Yeah, Mister Rogers is more amazing than you ever knew. A member of Family Communications and the creator of Mister Rogers' Neighborhood , Rogers was known to young children as Mister Rogers and adored nationally for his gentle demeanor. What kind of prayer has only three words? Your prayers are just wonderful." If this brutal, extended winter has you feeling down and cranky I suggest you give it a read. Rogers as a peasant to explaining the world to remove son. And what did Fred want from me? Lloyd Vogel (Matthew Rhys) is an award-winning writer for Esquire who is nonplussed and annoyed when his editor assigns him to write a profile on Fred Rogers , pastor and star of the hit children's series Mister Rogers' Neighborhood. Then he took off his shoes and put on a pair of navy-blue canvas boating sneakers. Who Is John Dutton's Grandfather in '1923'? ", "Yes, Mister Rogers. If somebody had said five years ago, that I was going to be spending the months in October and November 2019 sort of speaking for Fred Rogersyeah, right. And thats how I became Lloyd Vogel." I took it and then put my hand around her free hand. She spent much of her time tending to the sick and the dying. It was late in the day, and the train was crowded with children who were going home from school. Mister Rogers didn't leave, though. This has happened so many times that Mister Rogers has come to see that number as a gift, as a destiny fulfilled, because, as he says, "the number 143 means 'I love you.'. He allowed me to choose between two visions of manhood, a choice I suspect Ill have to continue making for the rest of my life, which is why Im writing my book and which is why I asked the producers of the movie to change the names.". Though of all races, the schoolchildren were mostly black and Latino, and they didn't even approach Mister Rogers and ask him for his autograph. And then he lifted his wrist, and looked at the audience, and looked at his watch, and said softly, "I'll watch the time," and there was, at first, a small whoop from the crowd, a giddy, strangled hiccup of laughter, as people realized that he wasn't kidding, that Mister Rogers was not some convenient eunuch but rather a man, an authority figure who actually expected them to do what he askedand so they did. During his early conversations with Mr. Rogers, Lloyd is visibly disconcerted, even disturbed . Lloyd has daddy issues, which Junod did not (at least not in the same way) something he outlines in a recent piece about Rogers for The Atlantic Monthly. After I watched the walkthroughand was somehow briefly enlisted in fashion-show-planning service as the only idle body in sightwe sat down on a couch in the middle of all the swirling fashion-show-planners, and talked about Fred Rogers, what he left behind, and what we do now. This article was originally published in the November 1998 issue. A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood is based on the real-life story of journalist Tom Junod and an article he wrote for Esquire magazine profiling Fred Rogers. He peeked in the window, and in the same voice he uses on television, that voice, at once so patient and so eager, he pointed out each crypt, saying "There's my father, and there's my mother, and there, on the left, is my place, and right across will be Joanne." The window was of darkened glass, though, and so to see through it, we had to press our faces close against it, and where the glass had warped away from the frame of the doorwhere there was a finger-wide crackMister Rogers's voice leaked into his grave, and came back to us as a soft, hollow echo. Im just wondering on your end, where has your relationship with prayer landed now, and do you think it will continue to change? But when I did my first draft for the The Atlantic, I wrote that I still dont know what Fred wants from me, or wants from us. TJ: I dont think he watched a lot of TV, but I think he was also against quick cuts. Based on the 1998 Esquire article, "Can You SayHero?" by award-winning journalist Tom Junod, the movie illustrates how, during the process of interviewing Mr. Rogers for a "puff piece," the writer (re-named in the movie as Lloyd Vogel, and played by Matthew Rhys) undergoes a personal transformation. ", And now Margy comes up behind him and massages his shoulders. "Rephrase the idea, bearing in mind that preschoolers cannot yet . TJ: Okay, so theres that scene in the beginning of the movie where hes zipping up his sweater. In the film, actor Matthew Rhys plays central character Lloyd Vogel, a journalist who's writing a profile on the legendary creator of "Mister Rogers' Neighborhood." Get instant access to 85+ years of Esquire. Im not gonna be describing anything but my social media experience, but I think that the social media experienceand I dont want to blame everything on social media, eitherbut I do think that social media tricks you into thinking that being unkind can be in itself, moral. He clearly believed in prayer as a way of life. November 22, 2019 10:24 AM EST. A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood (opens Nov. 22) tells the story of one writer's experience profiling Fred Rogers, otherwise known as Mister Rogers, the host of Mister Rogers' Neighborhood. I like to take pictures of all my new friends, so that I can show them to Joanne." And then, in the dark room, there was a wallop of white light, and Mister Rogers disappeared behind it. He came home to Latrobe, Pennsylvania, once upon a time, and his parents, because they were wealthy, had bought something new for the corner room of their big redbrick house. And for me going out and talking about it has been a great experience for me. She had curls in her hair and stars at the centers of her eyes. A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood (opens Nov. 22) tells the story of one writer's experience profiling Fred Rogers, otherwise known as Mister Rogers, the host of Mister Rogers' Neighborhood.While the film does look at the burgeoning friendship between Rogers (Tom Hanks) and writer Lloyd Vogel (Matthew Rhys), it focuses primarily on Vogel's personal life and how much it has been . Appearance, presentation, looks. (2018). A death ray! I'm glad I know that. It is inspired by a 1998 Esquire article about Rogers by Tom . Yeah, he would. ", The walls of Mister Rogers' Neighborhood are light blue and fleeced with clouds. TJ: Thats a great question. Or maybe, if the truth be told, Mister Rogers went into battle against a little boy with a big sword, for Mister Rogers didn't like the big sword. And so the next morning, we swam together, and then he put on his boxer shorts and the dark socks, and the T-shirt, and the gray trousers, and the belt, and then the white dress shirt and the black bow tie and the gray suit jacket, and about two hours later we were pulling up to the big brick house on Weldon Street in Latrobe, and Mister Rogers was thinking about going inside. I'll let y'all know. But the script insists, "it's not really about Mr. Rogers." It is, the viewer discovers, about Esquire staff reporter Lloyd Vogel, played here by Welshman Matthew Rhys. Fred never stopped looking at her or let go of her hand. It means that you can think but sometimes can't walk, or even talk. The movie is loosely based on Tom Junod's life around 1998 when he wrote an article on Mr. Rogers for Esquire magazine. It takes one letter to say 'I' and four letters to say 'love' and three letters to say 'you.'. The two remained close until Rogers's death, in early 2003. "Looks a bit likeOld Rabbit, doesn't it, Tom? She had a long face and a dark blush to her skin. He thought about it for a second, then said, by way of agreement, "Okay, thentomorrow, Tom, I'll show you childhood." Here are 20 of my favorites. Junod had hoped the changes would bring protection, as he wrote, "I had counted on the plots many departures from my life to insulate me from the emotional effect of seeing some version of myself up there." . It was a television. That was on fire, right? Would you do something for me?" It takes one letter to say 'I' and four letters to say 'love' and three letters to say 'you.' Of course, she knew who Mister Rogers was, because she had grown up with him, and she knew that he was good for her son, and so now, with her little boy zombie-eyed under his blond bangs, she apologized, saying to Mister Rogers that she knew he was in a rush and that she knew he was here in Penn Station taping his program and that her son usually wasn't like this, he was probably just tired. He wanted us to pray. If You Loved The New Mr. Rogers Movie, Wait Until You Read What It's Based On. Once upon a time, a long time ago, a man took off his jacket and put on a sweater. he asked Bill Isler, president of Family Communications, the company that produces Mister Rogers' Neighborhood. In the movie, Tom Junod's name is changed to Lloyd Vogel. Fred Rogers loved her very much, and so, out of nowhere, he smiled and put his hand over hers. 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